treehouseyour still hereedging around the cornerstanding in front of meyou don't realizethat your carefully pryingat my facethatall i want to dois let go
manicmotionlesssmoke inhale burnburn skin- white ashmovingchangespass . . .the hand falls awayForm of faces and handsthis face falls awaymoves away you liemanichow many things are changedwhat's gonewhat's forgottenwhat makes this goinside cageinside frowningclown makeup grinningwhite and broad and flatpainless dead skinnumbnumb . . .
wake up sodomysomething happened in a dreamplacebo pseudokid's sitting in segregationtwiddling there arms joints and featuresstraining against what they knowsometihng happened, something changedmy eyes are soft and fadedthin and collapsingcrucifiction wafer skinbroken in half down the middlehere, partake of thisthis half is cleanand this half is sodomysod o mymy eyes are redemtiveso you sodomythink that this has changed?this dream?
each beauty i've collectedI feel like shit these people love mea chinese baby hits my butand talks to her fatherand i don't know howi dream about the people i loveand the same people have been in my dreamsnow, this last month, the month beforehow long has this been going on?how long has it been, that i've beensitting when everything is finishedand the lights are outand i'm still painting the same facewith my hands and my confusionin what i'm not sure aboutthis body is hanging on the walleverything around megets to much of mei've fallen in love ten times just sitting in wal - martand loved each one of them until i didn't
something to tell youi thought that you weren't comingthat you had not comeand i was going to abuse myselfcrawl inwarddeeperand then you walked inand if this is not lovethen it is the closest thing to itthat i will ever feeli can't describe youyour pale skin blonde hairwarm hands soft lipsvoiceperson that you arei love you i love you i love you i love you . . .some day i'll have a voicesome day i'll stop screamingwith everything within methis is beyond everythingtrutheven if it's a liei don't carebecause it's the closest thing to the truththat i'll ever know
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